TOXIC LOVE PART 2

I Keep Rewriting Our Story in My Head, Even Though I Already Know It Ends with Me Alone.

You Taught Me Love Like a Sunrise Then Left Me with A Lifetime of Nights,

I’m Still Learning How to Stop Looking for You in Places You Promised You’d Never Leave.

You Became a Memory Too Heavy to Hold, Yet Somehow Too Precious to Let Go,

We Were a Very Beautiful Mistake, And I Wouldn’t Erase a Second of It,

You Were the Comfort I Crawled Toward, Even When You Were the One Who Broke Me,

I Drank from The Well of Us, Knowing It Was Poisoned and I Still Thirst for It.

I Let You Destroy Me,

Because Being Ruined by You Felt Like Love.

I Didn’t Just Lose You,

I Lost the Version of Myself That Believed Love Was Enough

You Were the Fire That Destroyed Me,

Yet I Still Gather Ashes Hoping to Find Warmth.

If Love Is a Wound,

I Would Still Keep You Close Just to Bleed Beautifully.

Some Mistakes Are Worth Repeating, Even If They Leave Nothing but Ruin,

The Cruellest Part of Love Is Not That It Ends,

But That the Memory Keeps Living When You No Longer Do.

You Were the Silence After the Music-Unbearable Yet Unforgettable,

I Was Never Afraid of Losing You,

I Was Afraid of Surviving It

You Were the Poison I Drank Willingly,

Not To Die, But to Feel Something Burn Inside Me

The Worst Part Is That I’d Forgive You Even If You Asked Me to Bleed Twice.

The Hardest Part of Remembering You Is Realizing the Memory Is Sweeter Than the Reality Ever Was.

Some Hearts Meet Only to Break in The Most Beautiful Way.

You Were a Song I Couldn’t Stop Humming Even Though Every Note Tore at Me,

We Were Perfect for A Moment, And That Moment Is All I Have Left.

You Were the Ending I Saw Coming, And Still,

I Begged for Another Chapter.

If Healing Means Forgetting You, Then Maybe I’m Not Ready to Be Whole.

Remember;

Don’t Cry When the Sun Is Gone…Because the Tears Won’t Let You See the Stars.

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